One year. One year ago I almost didn’t get on a plane to come here to Korea…I am both glad that I did and angry that I did not.
In truth it was not the best decision I made. To feel forced into having to come due to economic hardships and cabin fever. However, what I have learned and many of the experiences I will take away do allow for it to be a worthwhile trip.
I thought I came with no expectations. I tried to come with no expectation, but it was that lack of expectations of a “come what may” ness that failed me. Exactly what I told my interviewer on the phone happened. When he asked “What would make you unfit to teach or to be able to stay here?” my answer was the feeling of isolation. That feeling of isolation is Korea. Koreans do not let you get close to them. Do not be fooled to think you have the exception (granted I know there are one or two percent…but…)
As much as I whine and complain I have had some amazing times and have learned so much.
I know now that my time abroad is not finished, though, unfortunately, Korea is now tainted with a negative energy that I am not sure I will be able to overcome for some time. My positive energy is returning with each passing day towards a more optimistic future.
More to come…kids-new teachers and goodbyes as well as a couple of other things…
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