I am feeling strangely optimistic today, but I’m sure that will pass with anything that does not go my way very soon. Nothing is really changing, but I am accepting things a little better and trying to make some decisions: mostly about where to go/not go and what to do; though truthfully I am no closer to an answer than I was. I do feel sorry for the ones around me who have to deal with the ups and downs, but I always feel bad for anyone that has to deal with that.

Okay well try to have a swell day!